It's Breaking...

I just finished watching Laguna Beach season 1 where the seniors are graduating and are going on their seperate ways. First of all, it got me all amped up for graduation which will be on July 2007...YAY!!! oh gosh i just can't wait. For the seniors in Laguna, finishing high school and leaving Laguna means the "bubble" is breaking because they are leaving their parents house for the first time and being apart from their bestest friends for months. But to me i guess it all happened 10 years ago. At 10, i was already far from mum and dad; living just with 3 other boys in a homestay. it was a HORRIBLE feeling if i remember. My "bubble" has broke 10 years ago and the growing just started. I can't believe that my parents are missing out my growing years. It's all are the opposite with the seniors in Laguna. By the way, i was thinking since i have done this for like forever now, i should have no problems going to college by myself. However, no matter what the adrenaline is there. Im worried and im nervous and im scared. This is so confusing. I want to graduate but dont wanna go to college. what kind of decision is that. Eventhough my "bubble" has broke 10 years ago, it wasn't the bubble i was living in. Vancouver and Bodwell is the real bubble because this is where im ending my high school year and start a new chapter of my life. Laguna, i'll miss u definetely and im looking foward to see myself walking down that beautiful beach someday.
I hope everystep i take leads to the right direction...Amen.

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-=[JoVitA a.k.a Wawi]=-| 2:15 AM
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