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Ingatan terkembali tapi hanya saja sengaja tidak di sadari.
Melupakan segalanya bukanlah keahlianku.
Menginginkan segalanya juga bukanlah keahlianku.
Semuanya melewati batas yang telah ada.
Berteman denganmu adalah caraku untuk melihat kenyataan.
Tetapi tetap sama saja kebeneran yang telah ku ketahui.
Bukan maksudku untuk bertemu di hadapanmu.
Ingin melupakan dan biasa-biasa saja.
Tapi hati melawan semua keinginanku.
Kamu membuatku terpukul.
Kamu membuatku merasa begitu jauh.
Kuinginkan dirimu tapi kenyataan berkata lain.
Andai kamu tau, aku merasakannya lebih jauh dari yang kamu rasakan.
Menahan rasa ini sangatlah susah tapi aku akan berusaha.
Kamu membuatku menginginkan lebih banyak lagi.
Jika kamu tau, ketahuilah bawha aku merasa kangen dan kenginginan jauh lebih banyak dari yang kamu rasakan bila kamu merasakannya.
Kamu sangatlah menyiksa diriku.

I wanna hate you but i dont know how.
Lets forget everything and enjoy the new beginning.
That is better and will be.

-Buahvita Rasa Apel-

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-=[JoVitA a.k.a Wawi]=-| 12:41 AM
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I tear my heart open, i sew myself shut
My weakness is that i care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and i'm feeling down
And i just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And i can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All i can say is

I tear my heart open, i sew myself shut
My weakness is that i care too much
My scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So i offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance

I tear my heart open, i sew myself shut
My weakness is that i care too much
My scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And i just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever came around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And i tried to grab your hand
And i left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
You fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least i can say i tried
I'm sorry but i gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least i can say i tried
I'm sorry but i gotta move on with my own life

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-=[JoVitA a.k.a Wawi]=-| 11:17 PM
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