Wednesday, November 03, 2004
Do you ever feel like breaking down??
Do you ever feel out of place??
Like somehow you just dont belong and no one understands you...
Do you ever wanna run away??
Do you lock yourself in your room??with the radio on turned up so loud
that no one hears you screaming??
No you dont know what it's like
When nothing feels alright....
You dont know what it's like to be like me..
To be hurt...to feel lost...to be left out in the dark...
to be kicked when you're down
to feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down...and no one's there to save you.
No you dont know what it's like....
Do you wanna be somebody else??
Are you sick of feeling so left out??
Are you desperate to find something more before your life is over???
Are you stuck inside a world you hate??
Are you sick of everyone around??with the big fake smiles and stupid lies
while deep inside you are bleeding???
No you dont know what it's like
when nothing feels alright
You dont know what it's like to be like me....
No one ever lied straight to your face
and no one ever stabbed you in the back...
You might think i'm happy but im not gonna be OK!
Evrybody alwayz gave you what you wanted
you never had to work it was alwayz there
You dont know what it's like....
To be hurt...to feel lost....to be left out in the dark....
to be kicked when you're down...to feel like you've been pushed around...
to be on the edge of breaking down and no one's there to save you.
No you dont know what it's like....
Welcome to My LIFE.......
"have you ever feel this way???i felt it before and it was so hurt that i cried.
but what is the point of crying when no one hears you??you just make yourself tired and feel worsed.
to me,i will ignore it...try to forget about it and move on to the new stage of life.That is the way to grow to become someone who you really wanna be....coz it's only you who can do that."
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11:33 PM
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Monday, November 01, 2004
HupLaZ!!!hmm...at last im done with my SUSPENSION!!!!yes!!!it was a long tiring day sitting there with Nadia together doing the work given by Mrs Helen Lie. It was a simple work...but....our eyes are going to pop-out soon!!!!It juz made our eyes and head spinnin'....we took 2 hours juz to do 3 piece of paper....pathetic!!BELIEVE IT OR NOT,it's all Up tO YoUuU!!!hahaha oh well,now i've gotta wait for Mr.Superman (daddy) to come here and help me out with the packing and bring it back to home sweet home hehehe i juz cant wait to go home....it feels so great!yes!!oh yes i dont have to see that mutta fukka anymore hahahahaha yesss!!!this will be the most happiest day in my life....maybe!hehehe so yeah im gonna miss you people loads!!!for sure loads!!!*muakz* keep in touch alright!(except the mutta fukka) ok i've gotta go now....gotta go to bed or else "he" will nag again. damn he! so,good night and sweet dream....MUAKZ!!
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-=[JoVitA a.k.a Wawi]=-|
12:27 AM
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