hmm....at last we finished our End Of Year Examination and we got our results back. i'm so worried for all the subjects. but i'm glad that i passed 5 subjects but we still don't know whether they will pull the marks down that was compared to CAs. Juz pray everyday. Thats all we can do. We cant do anything else as the exams are already over. Some of them are sad, some of the are happy. Some accept what they got and some dont accept what they got. We are all worried and scared but there's no use of getting scared becoz in anyway, we still have to face the reality. So, good luck to you all girls!!!
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5:11 AM
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aiyaahh today got ART EXAM. so difficult to draw and paint somemore. hate art so much!! humph!! i paint anyhow becouse of i'm already so damn tired. sooo lazy to paint. better at least use colour pencils or markers. easier to colour. but it's alright coz we have 2 days holiday!!!yaaayy!! can shopping oledi hahahaha hang out everywhere =p alamak!!i cannot tahan to go back liao. coz if i go back, then i can go online at yahoo messenger n have fun agaiiinn hehe i love having fun as it really made me so happy and free from all the thinking that was is my mind. it feel juz great!!
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9:21 AM
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a while more i'm gonna be all alone in this house. juz stayin with small sis n maid. got to do all the stuffs by myself. the plan that i'm moving out this year is changed. i'll be lonely now. but that's alright coz it made me to be independence. need to be independence before movin out hehehehehehe.....big bro is gonna move on this december. sad about it coz no one to laugh with at home =( but i hope that mum keep her words. she said that i can move out next year.
promised myself to study hard n move as fast as i can. probably, it wont be the 6th month of 2004. it always got to be at the december. it's juz too long for me to wait. 1 year is very long. what am i gonna do now???headache liao. i cant wait for another 1 year. beg mum to let me go this year??i hope she let me....
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5:34 AM
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siighh the science paper today is so damn hard especially the section C. i cant do alot in there coz i didnt read the book about that part hehehehe so lazy lah....alamak tuesday somemore got history. worst!!!! so mannnnyyy things to learn. lear until i wont to vomit blood oledi heheheh at least got remember abit can liao hahahha...hope the paper would not be so hard =p
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9:08 AM
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~~*CALLING A FRIEND*~~
As you approach me, the world encloses and seperates us from everything.
The sun seems to lose its grace and luster.
The ground feels as though it were not there; a figment of the imagination now escaping beneath my feet.
My body is no longer a part of me.
As tears begin to stream down your face, my entire body begins to tremble.
A thousand thoughts race across my mind and you are at the center of each and every one of them.
Not a single word is spoken as you attempt to push a fraudulent smile through you wet face.
As i search my mind for a word of comfort, i reach the perfect resolution.
I offer you my most sincere mile and you receive it with a look of relief.
I walk up beside you with open arms and shyly fall into them.
The stars are now flowing from your eyes as your shoes are puring from my soul.
I calm you with my gentle hushes as a salty teardrop escapes from my damp, restrained eyes.
I know i cannot solve your problems; i can only stay by your side troughout your time of trial.
As silence falls upon us like the shadow of the night, the world stands still in our moment of reflection.
I feel like we are forever protected from the world and all of its evils.
You are safe now and that is all that matters.
I cannot help but break down in tears when the soft words are released from you no longer shivering lips....
"Thank you for being my friend."
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10:24 PM
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thank to God that you didn't forget my birthday. thank you for remembering them.....good night n sweet dreams
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10:26 AM
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rif, i felt guilty if you are angry. you angry and i also became angry. dunno why??strange huh??hehehe i dont want to play keep quiet again. it make me sick playing that game. coz when you are angry, it's difficult for me to cure you. especially when we are angry. it became like "rojak" you know. keep quiet everytime we see each other. you know that feeling, boy as you feel it before. not only you who had felt it but me too coz we are angry at each other like mad cow hehe...aahh stop that angry, i really cant do anything when you are in that mood *give up* but it's alright coz that's you n i like you is bcoz you are you!!
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6:31 AM
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